BLESTeNATION ~ View topic - The Countdown - 19

Wattup Pop
Grown up I�m 22 now,
But you don�t give a fuck, huh?
Let me chill this is the first time I�ve addressed you.
I just want you to know that I�m glad I never met you.
Nah, that�s a lie. I had a goal as a child.
I was out of control when I found out you died.
And it just made my life harder
knowing the H-high gotcha to leave you baby and wife skarter
How could you take part in something so strait gone to fuck?
Who in they right fuckin mind would stay up on that stuff?
Man, what was goin� through your empty head?
To have a son to provide for, woman to die for,
You choose heroin instead?
This is a joke, why am I even trying to reach you?
I hope where you are you�re struggling mother whose husband beats you.
You fuckin� fiend, where�s the T.V. too?
It�s cool cuz mom had no business without meeting you.
I use to cry, wishin� I one day would be meeting you.
But now I�m wise and happy that you ain�t dragged me in too.
I could easily kill you, if you wasn�t already dead.
For what you did to mom,
And sometimes I still get upset.
It�s some mother fuckin dbdad
Who I never met,
And never will,
Instead of doing right he killed himself instead
Stickin� needles in his arms,
The legacy he left.
He�ll never see me with success,
Or be my baby�s grandfather
Cuz he couldn�t be a man and be his baby�s damn father.
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Broke spending all of it,
On the toilet twitching
Callin� it a fix.
And don�t hate you for that shit, more like pity you.

Please don�t let it get you,
Or infect you.
Don�t let other shit take over.
It will wreck you.
It will end you.
It will kill you.
Think about it, you�ll be killin� all the people that you love
All the people that you love
All the people that you love.
All the people that love you.
????? see you on drugs,
Take a needle over love
No one needs that fuckin� stuff
How could you be so insensitive?
Now please listen when we speak.

Waatup dog, we growin� up
I�m 24 you�re 22 it seems we done lucked out.
Why would someone of your status wanna check the fuck out so quick, huh?
You�re a diamond in the ruff
Homie, I know shit is rough,
I been with you in this struggle
I don�t wanna dig it up.
But what about �One Turing Page�?
How�s our old MBugout buddy gonna make it
If there aint no one to save him
And his savior doesn�t make it?
I�m going crazy in my house debating weather you�re still alive or not
Dying on this spot is such reality.
Man, I feel so jaded
I�m sorry for the times I had an attitude and hated
I love you like a relative
To settle this and straiten out the problems
Is all I wanna do. I wish that I could solve �em.
I�m strait cryin� while I�m jottin
This down on the paper.
Fuck this song and a rhyme and record deal.
Just tell me what is wrong, homie. What is goin� on?
Please, man, I� begging you.
To loose a friend like you is equal
To a death sentence or life as a vegetable.
I�ll never pull through it.
Dog, understand me,
I�m literally kneeling down pressing together the palms of my hands, please

Please don�t let it get you,
Or infect you.
Don�t let stupid shit take over.
It will wreck you.
It will end you.
It will kill you.
Think about what you are doing
Please don�t let it get you,
Or infect you.
Don�t let other shit take over.
It will wreck you.
It will end you.
It will kill you.
Think about it, you�ll be killin� all the people that you love
All the people that you love
All the people that you love.
All the people that love you.
????? see you on drugs,
Take a needle over love
No one needs that fuckin� stuff
How could you be so insensitive?
Now please listen when we speak.